BLESS my PCP, I sent her a message around lunch time asking about Zofran and she sent the order to my pharmacy already 
my in-office days are saved!!!
ALSO I got a call from the hospital system and now I have an intake appointment Nov 14. That is way, way earlier than January. And my manager approved wfh that day bc it is a Thurs. Gonna name the baby Millhouse
Wooohoo!
Managed to eat a potato AND an avocado tonight so I’m 2/2 on foods that come with a peel
So this is A DAY to find out about this.
Oops. (yes you told me so you know who you are)
I guess day drinking is off the table.
I keep deleting and undeleting the post because I’m embarrassed.
Why are you embarrassed? I hope there is a glimmer of excitement inside of you somewhere 
Because I said I was gonna waaaait and I didntttttt
And how the fuck also. Mo took a YEAR and DRUGS
But also I feel like I can’t get excited until a good scan at 10+ weeks because of my history
Super fair, I’m in that place myself (and I don’t have any history of loss so I imagine it’s tougher for you). In the meantime the nausea insists on being extremely real
Yeah I’ve been feeling sick for like a week but thought it was just election nerves.
Welp that’s certainly… Timing
It goes well
Are y’all okay with me hanging out and asking to not post about this on my journal for the time being? I’d like to just compartmentalize until things are more definitive. I will spoiler any concerning/bad news.
Thinking sticky thoughts for you!!!
Absolutely.
If this doesn’t work out, I don’t think I can do this part again. I’m like near tears thinking about trying to eat a baked potato
The nausea really, really sucks.
Are there any safe foods at all right now?
Can you go in for fluids? Because they did wonders for my ability to eat and the medication to work. You might also need a different mix of meds.
That’s why we’re done. But really, keep trying for more meds.
I had thoughts of things to try and then I remembered the words might make you puke and deleted them. More meds.
If you do a 12 week leave of absence now, can you still get parental leave or is there some bullshit about it?
I’m definitely asking about different meds at my appointment next week
